Gentle rage, fierce compassion

Hello friends!

Lots of love and blessings to you. Today this episode I share a poem to honor the deep magic of the healers of Asian descent that were murdered a few weeks ago. It is time to press our bodies against Mama earth herself now. Long enough to release and transform outdated systems of hate and harm and hurt and step up into the ones that share the conscious understanding that we all deserve to live, to breathe, to drink water, to be.  That you can be magic too. Open yourself to the whispers of Mama Earth and she will help you tend and breathe your pain through so you can be kind and compassionate. You can do this.

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Total Eclipse of the Heart – Stories of the In Between

This is the final episode of the 1st season of Stories of the In Between! It has been a wonderful experience, sharing what is on my heart with you all here this past transformative May 2020 to May 2021.  I share a story about a mental health co-worker that affected me deeply when I was working in inpatient mental health that helped catapult me on the path I am on now. Once you hear the story, it will be clear why I am now offering help to mental health professionals and empaths break out of burn out, release emotional stress, and find freedom. With a fun spirit, ancestor outtake with my children at the end.  I would love to connect with you! Please feel free to reach out at anytime: adrienne@adrienneerophillips.com — Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/adrienneerophillips/message

1. Total Eclipse of the Heart 14:23
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3. Death knows and life creates 28:53
4. Gentle rage, fierce compassion 12:38
5. Happy Spring Equinox! Trusting in the incubating seeds 32:05

Gentle rage,  fierce compassion

poem by Adrienne Ero-Phillips

Gentle rage

Fierce compassion

They were healers

These women

Connections to persecution of millenia

The human that had inner wounds

Having a bad day and needing a place to insert his harm

Trying to get it out of his body and into another

A healer’s body

A vessel so deep and wide

So magical that she is able to transmute

The most grotesque insertion of humanity

Into her and she can transform it

Her hands so sparkly, her pussy so deep

That it touches the center of the molten lava earth

Heart so wide as the ocean and the stars

Her ability to do magic so vast

That he knows to go to her

She helps him feel better

She helps to transmute his unconsciousness

He actions unconscious

Murderous persecutions of the most healing

The healers that alchemize

From the lands of greatest magic

The Asiatic knowings of magic are thousands of years deep

All of humanity knows to look to those of Asian descent

For the depths of magical healing with plants, techniques

The witches with the most wisdom of energetic technologies

Through hands

Through hearts

Through portals

You CAN NOT insert yourself unconsciously anymore

You have no right to take away the breath of healers

You must grow and learn how to insert

These millenia-old wounds of harm, of self, healers, and earth

Straight into the earth now

Wake up to her

The earth as she can hold your weeping

You hurt

She can alchemize your centuries-old twisted knots

Energy of jealousy of creation

She can teach you how to love the most unlovable parts of yourself

Wake up and allow her teach you

Listen to the whispers

Listen to the quiet yearning of your center

Your hara / womb space

She is a vessel of creation

You have no right

You have no permission

No more no more no more

It is time to wake up to the subtle energies

These women held

These women hold

These witches can teach you now

If you are humble enough to cry

Cry on earth’s bosom ear and heart and lingum pressed on the earth

Release your hurt and harm and twisted energies straight into the earth now

Honor her and let her live her life

She deserves her life

You have no right to take the breath away

Are you God?

Do you think you are?

If you think you are, than you already know that it is kindness that makes the world go round

That God is in each being

What if you learned to envelop the twisted hurt inside you with kindness?

Could you learn to alchemize it within yourself?

Could you be a vessel of aligned action?

Lighting up your own heart with an awakening of forgiveness and compassion

I get it

It is not easy to forgive yourself, your ancestors for centuries of energetic knots

Because you have to admit that they are indeed energetic knots, that your ancestors harmed, killed, that these ways still torment the world

But I know you can

I believe in you

Be grateful towards yourself for your attempt

Attempting to be kind to yourself

It will awaken magic in you

You too can have access to this womb / hara magic

You saw it in her

You are attracted to her energy because she is Goddess incarnate

She knows how to take your twisted energy and smooth it out

She is a healer, a witch

Healing with her hands, her heart, her pussy portal

She is Goddess herself

Respect her

You already love her

Release the twisted knots of jealousy

And know that you can access this by lying down

Hugging the great mother’s bosom, drinking her sweet maple syrup

Grounding you to her

Respect her

She holds you

Respect her

She hold you

Respect her

She holds you

Kindness and compassion are the most advanced human technologies.

Honor yourself with kindness and compassion.

Honor others with kindness and compassion.

Lots of gratitude.